September 4, 2008

 

Editorial

Summer’s promise, drifting away
Last weekend I pursued one of my favorite activities — swinging on my back porch swing, gazing at trees — even more intently than usual. I was trying to make summer last.

Summer means many wonderful things, of course, including the hum of crickets, the scent of honeysuckle at dusk, the play of sunlight on leaves and July’s endless shades of green. It means dinners of only fresh tomatoes, deciding that flip-flops are appropriate for every occasion, and picking berries for breakfast. It’s the feeling that, even when I’m at work all day, I’m still on vacation.

More than anything else, though, summer means time. It means days that go on forever. Summer’s the time I laze about, stare at the sky, watch reruns of Sex and the City. And those endless days promise more, that somehow life as I know it will never change, that the ones I love — and me! — will never grow old, never die. At the beginning of summer it’s the glorious feeling — haven’t we all felt this, since we were kids? — that I have all the time in the world.

And now it’s September. Of course, autumn brings its own pleasures, the crunch of leaves underfoot, the scent of bonfires, the feel of my favorite sweater, and the astonishing vision of trees turning red. But none of these pleasures have to do with slowing down time. Rather, in autumn, time sprints. Pretty soon we’re on a fast train to Christmas, the days hurtling by. I’m reminded: this is how whole years vanish.

As summer turns into fall I’ll miss wearing flip-flops all day every day, eating tomatoes nonstop and gazing at leaves in my yard. But most of all I’ll miss believing, even if for just a short while, that I have all the time in the world.

—Diane Chiddister